music....th medicne to th soul

hmm being a sato and aint working leo..i spend th better part of the working working on my projects which i carry home and do that with music .....who ever said music has the power to touch n influence lives was soo on point...i can nver seem to get enuf of music..if given a choice id ratha listen to music that watch movie or telly....in that line im ever on th look out to found new music and wow today found smthignsooo random..i tend to belive in evry ccategory of music there must be one or two that are likeable......


now who knoew nigerians cud sing,,and sing mellow...listenin to song 'letting me down getnly' bu tunde and boy the lyrcis really killin me.....i kinda find it easy to relate to the song and funny enuf im findin tears crowdin at my eye sockets and i wont even bother to wipe them....and ooh this other one is from the series office called 'Joshua Radin - The Fear You Won_t Fall' oh boy th lyric are sooo on point esp the lines...
And I miss you more than I should than I thought I could
Can't get my mind off of you
And I hate the phone

and

Part of the beauty of falling in love with you is the fear you won't fall

that totally nailed it.....now my saturday is all well...im learning to take courage to face my fears and with such sweet music what more cud i need....next lemme sample sam randon miley cyrus-cant be tamed album..sweet kid goin nasty hmm like th beat!
But I wish you'd call

am i finally gettin over him??

its been 2 weeks since i was given the silent treatment...or as i call it th SHHH treatment.....to be honest im suprosed at how fast time has flown, at first it was hard. as i kept nagging him of which he become more mad n mad at me n said i neededto grow up..but alas i made a vow to mysef not to eb too available..n yea am glad i did that coz for th last 2 weeks,,,i havent texted, inboxed him and it feels kinda cool not feeling clingy to someone.

ok i cnt lie it wasnt easy, my mind occasionally drifted to him but it was back to the same old line....he seems to be doin much better without me in the picture, yeah it sucks realizing that somone isnt nterested inyou..but hey tis life...one has to just pick himsef up and move on.....yeah i occasionally log in with hopes of gettin an inbox form him, but never,,,and my heart cringes at that...isnt it ironic i just realzied im the one always inboxing and missing people....does it mean if i dont invox no one does?? thats a bitter pill to swallow...but hey i ges those are the clear writings on the wall i have been ignoring all along..but not any more...im slowly learning to be by mysef and appreciate those who really matter.......

..............tho at the back of my mind you still linger..i dnt think i will ever forget you!!