its been 2 weeks since i was given the silent treatment...or as i call it th SHHH treatment.....to be honest im suprosed at how fast time has flown, at first it was hard. as i kept nagging him of which he become more mad n mad at me n said i neededto grow up..but alas i made a vow to mysef not to eb too available..n yea am glad i did that coz for th last 2 weeks,,,i havent texted, inboxed him and it feels kinda cool not feeling clingy to someone.
ok i cnt lie it wasnt easy, my mind occasionally drifted to him but it was back to the same old line....he seems to be doin much better without me in the picture, yeah it sucks realizing that somone isnt nterested inyou..but hey tis life...one has to just pick himsef up and move on.....yeah i occasionally log in with hopes of gettin an inbox form him, but never,,,and my heart cringes at that...isnt it ironic i just realzied im the one always inboxing and missing people....does it mean if i dont invox no one does?? thats a bitter pill to swallow...but hey i ges those are the clear writings on the wall i have been ignoring all along..but not any more...im slowly learning to be by mysef and appreciate those who really matter.......
..............tho at the back of my mind you still linger..i dnt think i will ever forget you!!
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